started from the bottom and i was somehow able to get lower
“You won’t get it if you don’t ask for it!”
From last night!
I’m in a REALLY cute “nobody likes me, everybody hates me, guess I’ll go eat worms” mood tonight how charming
what were the odds
Why did you HAVE to strike up a conversation with me out of blue…of all days. ON VALENTINES DAY? and ask me if I have any PLANS? it’s like you’re literally TRYING to toy with my emotions/be a dick for your ego or something. like honestly I like to think the best of people, but that’s the more preferable thought, with the alternative being…you’re just THAT stupid. Nobody is THAT stupid.
AND WHAT WERE THE FUCKING ODDS THAT I HAD TO RUN INTO YOU AT THE SAME PLACE AT THE SAME TIME [while I was trying to genuinely enjoy life and make the most the day and pho-get about it] NOW I SEEM LIKE A CREEPY STALKER OR SOMETHING UGH WHY QWHY WHY WHY WHY
Anonymous asked: How do you deal with being lonely? I feel it too, acutely, and it's hard not to be pathetic and beg my friends to hang out with them. And sometimes they're the root of the problem you know, they do things and forget to invite me and it's not on purpose or anything but still stings. Welp that was emotional sorry.
It’s OK. I actually want people to generally be more open about their feelings even if means being emotional, because I feel like talking about things is healthier.
How do I deal with being lonely? I guess I recognize that it’s just a part of the human condition, and everyone has got to “pay their dues” once in a while. Of course there are some people that feel more lonely than others on average…you know, things that cause depression: thwarted belonginess, perceived burdennes etc etc. However, personally i’ve found that
these problems can be mitigated by talking them out by someone who will listen —> this can help anyone feel less alone. i find that this is often achieved by reaching out to others—even if it feels like no one is there for you, if you just put yourself out there you will often be surprised at how many people want to help you and care about you. The hardest part is dragging yourself out there if you believe that nobody loves or cares about you/you hate yourself. Often even just a change of environment, like even fresh air, or being forced to be social…helps to force me to be happy and actually changes my mood of loneliness…
So yeah, it helps to 1. have the right the people 2. not get stuck wallowing in your own pit of self pity.
My life also changed after I took the Myers Briggs personality type test. There’s some consolation in the fact only a very select few people in this world who can identify like yourself and can connect with you.
kaaldur asked: sending you love and good vibes today ♥ reminder that you are beautiful~ stay frosty cool lucy wang!!
Thanks love! you’re the sweetest ever <3
Trying really really really hard
not to feel depressed and all alone. Guess I’m not trying hard enough.
scratch that THIS is food porn
NOTHING IS BETTER THAN GOOD RICE LITERALLY NOTHING
this is straight up food pr0nz